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Posted by ashtonstory on December 30, 2008
online dating in some way or other. Hree is a little experience of Emily, my who has a nice experience to share I had a very difficult childhood. Things werre normal untuo my parents got separated when I was quite young. But things turned into worsee when my mum got remarried. My steprather was z compiete mnaiac. Coonstant arguments between my mum and stepfather soon became a norm. He wouldnt bother about any family responsibility and was a vegy violent kinda ghy. Ovteb he harmed my mum physically wheh he would become hyper. couldnt understand what myy mother saw in that guy that she fall in love and got married to him. ven though I was not my mums best friend (I guess I coud never forgive her for separating he from my dad!), but I used to feel deep sympathy for hwe.
Its been long since I am on my own. But May be witnessing the bitter relationship all through my growing up years have affected me a lot. I dont know why, but I could never feel like committing to a relationship. I am quite good looking with a pretty good figure and height, so its only natural that guys during my university days expressed interest to go out with me. Initially when I was saying No to them, my friends would think its only because I dont like these guys. But when it happened each time, they had a strong doubt that something else is the problem. How can it be possible that no guy is up to my preferred choice criteria? They even tried to set me on blind date with the best friends of their boy friend. But I would refuse each time by citing any lame excuse.
I never confided about my bitter childhood to anyone except my best friend Juliet who was my friend from junior school days. She could very well understand what my real problem was. Its not that I hate guys or like any particular guy, its about my lack of trust on them. i could not just rely on them.
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